2015
I can't remember how many times I've said "today is the last time I start over". I can't remember how many times I've forgotten how bad it feels to start over. I can't remember how many tears I have shed over the scale, over the kitchen, and over myself. I've never before gained 18.8 lbs in 40 days. Do the math. That's almost 1/2 a day. Who does that? What kind of life does that person live? Not a happy one. Maybe happy at times, but not in general. Yesterday was the worst I've ever felt about myself in my life. I truly feel it was my lowest low. I gave in to it, I let it consume me. Then I listened to by husband, and one of my closest friends and it's time to move past it. It's time to start again, for the last time. I wiped the slate clean - started a new account in my weight/food tracking app. I don't want to see what I did before, I just want to move forward. It doesn't matter what I did yesterday, last month or l...












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